Lord.

Lord,
If you can hear me,
I sometimes need some help.
I need to be able to see,
Or my heart is going to melt.
I can't control things that may happen,
And i can't see the future.
I don't know when i'll next be laughin,
And i'll no longer be able to suture,
my personalitiy to fit people's minds.
I will not longer be able to rewind,
What I say and do,
To be what others want me to.
But i don't want to be that way,
I don't want to have to say
That i'll be who you want me to be,
Anyday.
Lord,
I really want to start to talk,
And i want to always walk the walk,
With you....
Please help me to.