Promise me...

Promise me we'll be together,
I want to be with you forever,
Promise me you'll love me now,
Because I want to be, with you somehow.
In all this confusion,
And with such great delusion,
If it's meant to be,
You will be with me.

Please don't say,
That even today,
You'll wait for my existance.
Please know I love you,
And always view,
You in all of the forgiveness.

I don't blame you,
Or your lopsided view.
Waiting for the prize,
That Jesus made me realize.
You were too good to be true,
It doesn't stop me from missing you.

And all along I thought a promise was forever,
I thought we'd always be together.
The years go by,
We're still alone, I sigh,
And say.
I'll be here for you, everyday.
I promise.

Love?

And this world that i live in,
I live in alone.
I've loved and i'v lost,
And i'v made my own zone.
I'm sick of the passion,
In which people care,
I'm in love with the way,
That you dare...
To love me.

In which the way,
You laugh out loud.
The way you seem,
to make me proud.
But thats all gone,
All this charade.
The love has lost,
The pain's been paid.

And now i wait.
As i sit here.
You held my heart,
You held it dear.
Please dont' pretend,
To love me so,
I've given up my love.
So go.

i'm finished

I'm finished with this lack of love,
I'm finished with this stress.
I know that you don't care for me.
Please give me something less,
then all this crap you hand to me.
I finished with the lack of love,
I'm finished with this mess.

I know that you don't love me,
The way that I love you.
I know that you don't care i'm hurting,
Even if i care for you.
I miss you and you may not know it.
You may not understand.
I've given up this love for you,
A way I didn't plan.

I can't tell a lie.
I love you and probably always will,
but you've give up your love for me,
I don't want to love you,
Still.
Its my fault that you left me,
I told you not to care.
I told you not to love me,
and then i fell for you.
You didn't want to catch me,
because,
I didn't catch you.

I'm finished with this love,
I've given up my hope.
You told me you would wait,
for my heart to come to you.
You lied to me in wake,
Of what i said to you.
I'm finished with this love,
I love you much too much.
I'm finished with this lack of love,
I'm finished with this mess.