The Words.

The words won't come,
And I’m lost.
Why won't you talk to me,
I'm here just to listen,
and I’m ready for what you say,
I can't guarantee it won't hurt me,
but I’ll be here in every way.

I'll pray for you,
I'll promise too.
I can be there,
I can be there to give you hand,
to love you when you fall.

And at the same time,

I wish I could plug my ears,
Close my eyes to the world around me.
I want to breathe slowly,
And listen well,
To my own voice,
Telling me to run away,
Run away and never come back.

I’m so stunned by the words you’ve said,
I’m coming undone.
And the words won’t come,
What can I say to what you’ve done?

I can say that I love you,
I’ll pray for you,
I’ll promise too.
I can be there,
I can be there to give you a hand,
To love you, when you fall.

I’m here,
Say my name and I’ll be there,
Just tell me where…
And even if the words won’t come,
And I’m lost.
I will listen,
I’ll be ready, for what you say.

The words won’t come,
And I’m lost.But, that’s okay.

I didn't want you to win

I didn't want you to win,
but somehow,
you seemed to break through my guard.
I didn't see you as the pin,
that was going to,
pin you to my heart.

I kept my wall up.
I didn't think you could break through it,
but somehow you did.

Even when i ignored,
Even when I'd restored,
my hope in other people unlike you,
You and your words towards me,
brought me back.

What am i suppose to do,
everything you say, you do,
brings me back to you.
I wish i could be spiteful,
i wish i could be rude,
But i can't,
because...
i think,
i love you.

I don't know how it happened,
i don't know what to say.
You seemed t'have stole my heart away,
In every single way.

I miss your golden smile,
The way you talked so fast.
I even miss your bad remarks,
But it seems its all the past.

I can't believe you hurt me,
My heart still cries in pain.
The way you broke it, held it in your hands, say'n,
"I'm sorry, but this is over."

But still, i love you.
I gave you my heart,
you threw away the key,
but still i try to see,
What happened,
to make me, love thee.

Loving you.

Do you know what it feels like,
to love someone,
but feel invisible?
Sometimes a frog is someone else’s prince.
Will you be mine?

A question unanswered is like a love lost.
A love lost, it hurts.
Love lost every day,
By someone you loved in every way.

I can’t believe you left me.
Everything I held dear,
You tugged away,
After I told you how much you meant to me.

Do you care?
Should I stare at you waiting,
Waiting for you to show me your heart?
Or should I walk away,
Waiting for you to look for mine?
Because somehow,
I know you won’t,
I know you’ll look for someone else’s
To be with,
Somehow, I just know.

I don’t want it breaking my life,
Breaking my life apart,
In more then 2 pieces,
Because 2 pieces I can glue,
I don’t know if I can do that for you.

You, have broken what I held dear,
Shaken the worst of my fears.
And I’m holding strong,
I’m holding strong to not your but his arm.
Because he is what is keeping me up,
Not something you said,
Not something you did,
It him, not you, who have been there.

You said you would be there,
Once again you weren’t.
I don’t’ know if you ever will,
Or if I may have to just love you,
Until I love enough,
For you to love me.

Maybe never,
Maybe you, never will.
Somehow, I’m alright with that,
I’m alright with that.