I didn't want you to win

I didn't want you to win,
but somehow,
you seemed to break through my guard.
I didn't see you as the pin,
that was going to,
pin you to my heart.

I kept my wall up.
I didn't think you could break through it,
but somehow you did.

Even when i ignored,
Even when I'd restored,
my hope in other people unlike you,
You and your words towards me,
brought me back.

What am i suppose to do,
everything you say, you do,
brings me back to you.
I wish i could be spiteful,
i wish i could be rude,
But i can't,
because...
i think,
i love you.

I don't know how it happened,
i don't know what to say.
You seemed t'have stole my heart away,
In every single way.

I miss your golden smile,
The way you talked so fast.
I even miss your bad remarks,
But it seems its all the past.

I can't believe you hurt me,
My heart still cries in pain.
The way you broke it, held it in your hands, say'n,
"I'm sorry, but this is over."

But still, i love you.
I gave you my heart,
you threw away the key,
but still i try to see,
What happened,
to make me, love thee.