i try so hard

So...i'm sick of being known as the "sweet" girl. Like sure....i don't mind being sweet and i'd rather be sweet, not slutty or stupid or something else. But the thing is, i'm JUST the sweet girl or the nice girl. And i'm not refuring to getting guys or anything because i do care about that....but not as much as this.

The thing is, I have friends (no suprise there i hope :))
but the problem is, is that i end up introducing my amazing friends to my other friends or i end up asking them to pray for them because i'm so worried...and i worry, a whole heck of a lot. and i pray but the thing is, they end up meeting my friends and they like them....

And its not a problem....i love people meeting people and becoming friends....but the people i care about most; the people i cry about, and pray about and hope for....they are the ones that love my friends more then they have ever loved me.

And i shouldn't be mad about this and i should be totaly okay with it....but i'm not.
and i try so hard, and if i didn't try so hard it wouldn't be a problem..but it try so hard.