I realized that writting is a huge way to express one's feelings....It is a mere talent that God has given some and not given other....And i realized that although i may be expressing my talent, i am also fully expressing my feelings-everything i've ever felt is being relayed in poems.
I also realized that when i write a song and sing it for few people i am telling those people how my emotions are playing out and that scares me. I shouldn't have to feel fear when letting others see what God has given me but somehow i always find it very frightening to put my work out there on the line for people to judge and comment on.
I'm very unhealthily paranoid on the subject of my feelings and i always end up changing the subject. Poems and songs are somethign that makes me seem extremely emotional and drastic...on paper; but in reality, they are mere words i'm feeling in my heart.
When people think about writting things or singing them, they are pouring their hearts and minds into something that may or may not ever go anywhere...
For me, when i write, i'm seeking that love and encouragement i can't seem to find anywhere else...i'm crying out but not wanting anyone to truly see what i'm feeling...i think i'd feel truly transparent...
So when someone writes think not of the negative but of the amazing potencial and heart put into the writting. Think of the love...or the hate that made the person write it. The complete bitterness, fear, objectivity, and emense emotion....just think.
It'll make you want to cry your heart out for the person, because deep down we are all feeling lost and writting is a way to reveal our hearts.
I also realized that when i write a song and sing it for few people i am telling those people how my emotions are playing out and that scares me. I shouldn't have to feel fear when letting others see what God has given me but somehow i always find it very frightening to put my work out there on the line for people to judge and comment on.
I'm very unhealthily paranoid on the subject of my feelings and i always end up changing the subject. Poems and songs are somethign that makes me seem extremely emotional and drastic...on paper; but in reality, they are mere words i'm feeling in my heart.
When people think about writting things or singing them, they are pouring their hearts and minds into something that may or may not ever go anywhere...
For me, when i write, i'm seeking that love and encouragement i can't seem to find anywhere else...i'm crying out but not wanting anyone to truly see what i'm feeling...i think i'd feel truly transparent...
So when someone writes think not of the negative but of the amazing potencial and heart put into the writting. Think of the love...or the hate that made the person write it. The complete bitterness, fear, objectivity, and emense emotion....just think.
It'll make you want to cry your heart out for the person, because deep down we are all feeling lost and writting is a way to reveal our hearts.
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