i don't understand you.

I'm just going to talk,
because i don't know what to say.
I'm so confused,
As to why things happen,
And what to do.

I'm so sick and tired,
Of not knowing whats going to happen.
Not knowing,
if you'll show up,
or if you'll just walk away.

I don't know if i said anything,
If i did,
I'm sorry.
I love you, OK,
and if i never tell you,
then there it is.

Alright,
GOOD.

And you know what else?
I'm so sick,
so sick of just waking up,
not knowing what'll happen today.
So scared of the reminders of yesterday.
What have i done?
I just don't understand.
I just don't understand you.

I'm so sick of complaints.
Because i don't know,
i don't know whats happening.
I don't know if the sun will rise on your happiness,
or sadness tomorrow.

Tomorrow,
A new day,
Something to start new.
I'll start it new,
Not understanding,
Because i don't understand you.