Sunday, December 23, 2007

Falling for you.

You only care for half,
Half of my heart.
You only care for half,
Half of my mind.
You only care for half,
Half of my life.
And someone how i can't realize,
that your not worth it.

You don't really care,
That i was used,
and abused by you.
You don't really care,
That i fell,
Fell hard for you.

I still care,
For you heart.
The one that tore me apart.
You told me i wasn't worth it.

How can you still care?
Because you'll only dare,
To love the half of me,
thats not in the path of you.

You only love half of me,
The half that you can see.
I just want to be,
me.

You want me to be someone else,
Someone who clears your standers.
I may never be that person,
because i am who i am.
I'm not going to change.

I dont' know why i love you.
Your smile makes me want to laugh,
Your words put me on edge.
And i'm on a ledge,
Of decideing weather or not your worth it.

Worth the pain you make me feel,
Making me insane
beacuse i reel at every thought of your touch,
I want to feel such love,
coming from you eyes, your hands, your face.
And i don't want to miss the oportunity,
To love you,
To see you love me.

And i do,
Love you i mean.
I love the way you make me feel,
the way you put a smile on my face.
I love the way you sing to me,
the way you put your strings on me,
and the way you talk,
the way you laugh at jokes,
I love the way you stay in place,
and miss my bad remarks.
I wish that i weren't stupid,
enough to fall for you.
Because you tore my heart away,
and i don't know what to do.

I guess you don't really care,
and i guess i deserve more,
but why can't i see.

2 comments:

Rachel Joy said...

this reminded me of all that we talked about on friday night.
it was really well written.
you are beautiful, and worth so much than that jerk...
i love you so much.

charlylena, said...

thats it say it ! i am not going to let him control you like this any longer, you somehow talk to him or i will beat him ! i am here for you darling... no matter what.