What?

And when i thought you would be there,
You weren't.
And i keep on contemplating,
If its my fault that your gone...
Or if i'm the one to blame when this day ends.

When i sit by myself,
And wonder what i could have done to be left here,
I think it may have been my fault.
I've been getting stuck with people,
who don't hold up their end of the deal.
And i'm so sick of trying so hard,
To make things work when in the end,
I know i'm going to be forgotten.

I just don't want to be forgotten,
Anymore then nessisary,
because i'm so used to it that i keep on hopeing it'll end.
My friends have left in search of something else,
And i lay here,
by myself waiting for them to come back.
When i know in the end, i might as well be waiting for the dead to rise...

Which may never happen,
So as long as i'm undecided...
my best decition is to wait, until i can talk to people....and figure out what happened....
with these friendships.

Promise me...

Promise me we'll be together,
I want to be with you forever,
Promise me you'll love me now,
Because I want to be, with you somehow.
In all this confusion,
And with such great delusion,
If it's meant to be,
You will be with me.

Please don't say,
That even today,
You'll wait for my existance.
Please know I love you,
And always view,
You in all of the forgiveness.

I don't blame you,
Or your lopsided view.
Waiting for the prize,
That Jesus made me realize.
You were too good to be true,
It doesn't stop me from missing you.

And all along I thought a promise was forever,
I thought we'd always be together.
The years go by,
We're still alone, I sigh,
And say.
I'll be here for you, everyday.
I promise.

Love?

And this world that i live in,
I live in alone.
I've loved and i'v lost,
And i'v made my own zone.
I'm sick of the passion,
In which people care,
I'm in love with the way,
That you dare...
To love me.

In which the way,
You laugh out loud.
The way you seem,
to make me proud.
But thats all gone,
All this charade.
The love has lost,
The pain's been paid.

And now i wait.
As i sit here.
You held my heart,
You held it dear.
Please dont' pretend,
To love me so,
I've given up my love.
So go.

i'm finished

I'm finished with this lack of love,
I'm finished with this stress.
I know that you don't care for me.
Please give me something less,
then all this crap you hand to me.
I finished with the lack of love,
I'm finished with this mess.

I know that you don't love me,
The way that I love you.
I know that you don't care i'm hurting,
Even if i care for you.
I miss you and you may not know it.
You may not understand.
I've given up this love for you,
A way I didn't plan.

I can't tell a lie.
I love you and probably always will,
but you've give up your love for me,
I don't want to love you,
Still.
Its my fault that you left me,
I told you not to care.
I told you not to love me,
and then i fell for you.
You didn't want to catch me,
because,
I didn't catch you.

I'm finished with this love,
I've given up my hope.
You told me you would wait,
for my heart to come to you.
You lied to me in wake,
Of what i said to you.
I'm finished with this love,
I love you much too much.
I'm finished with this lack of love,
I'm finished with this mess.

my love

Oh uncalised as we preach our unprofessed love to our virtue.

"How did i not see you moon high of last night?
Oh the virtue,
Oh the love,
Oh the haste in which we say it."

Stay true my love, Stay true.

Who is this man?

Parched throats scream terror into the silent night,
A fear of unknown pierces the stillness,
A broken heart cries out for peace,
All head by the ears of someone who cares.
Who is this man?

Someone who cares,
Who can't help but cry when his best friend dies.
Who pays earnestly for safety,
And even in his time of fear,
Stays true to the one he loves.
Who is this man?

A boy strays from him mother,
Only to be brought back,
After searching night and day,
By a man who cares.
This man loves without knowing,
Who is this man?

He visits the sick,
brings hope to the sad.
He loves everything he has,
And uses it for the glory,
Not of himself but others.
Who is this man?

Children cry in the streets of the dark,
Lights go dim as we turn out the lights,
Even the old, cries in the night.
Where is the man who cares?
Who is this man?

This man is every human.
This man is love,
This man is hope.
This man is faith,
This man is every cry of a loved one,
every heart of the poor,
every love of a mother.
Who is this man?
Who is this man?

i guess this meant somthing.

When she walks away from you mad[ Follow her ]
When she stare's at your mouth[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she start's cussing at you[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet[ Ask her whats wrong ]
*When she ignore's you[ Give her your attention ]
When she pull's away[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
*When you see her start crying[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
*When you see her walking[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
*When she's scared[ Protect her ]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steal's your favorite hat[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
*When she tease's you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she look's at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]
***When she say's that she like's you[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grab's at your hands[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bump's into you[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tell's you a secret[ keep it safe and untold ]
*When she looks at you in your eyes[ dont look away until she does ]
******When she misses you[ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.-
When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go-
When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her-
because 10 yrs later she'll remember you-
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her-
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up-
*Treat her like she's all that matters to you.-
Tease her and let her tease you back.-
Stay up all night with her when she's sick.-
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.-
Give her the world.-
Let her wear your clothes.-
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.-
Let her know she's important.-
Kiss her in the pouring rain.-
*When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's butt am I kicking?"
*-means something...DUH.