Make Sense?

Okay....that doesn't make any sense whatsoever....and i mean the blog i just wrote.
To explain...I went into something, i'm not quite sure what it was...but i went into it with my eyes closed.
I met a wonderful guy who (i think) loved me for me.
And i threw it away because i went it looking to feel loved, not looking for a relationship or commitment.
I ended up hurting myself and him completely....and i can't seem to get over it.
I know my friend is doing the exact same thing and i'm terrified of her getting hurt and me not being able to do anything....
i'm so terrified of not being able to keep her unhurt.